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Name: Brittni
Birthday: 7/19/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: GOD!!!!... and sports, ie volleyball, cross country, trak, swimming, SOFTBALL, and like every other sport there is (even chess) lol
I also luv mi friends (gangstas), softball, music, softball, art, softball, ducks, monkeys, and i'd have to say softball. lol
Expertise: I am good at everything~durrrr (not... i suck at spelling)
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AIM:  Gliderbby
AIM:  rubberduckiz9559
Member Since:
8/10/2005
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| I Love God.
Just thought I would throw that out there.
But... I'm so confused right now on things.
I feel like I figure something out... then, somethings thrown at me so I'm like.. "whoa! did I figure it out wrong?"
It makes me dizzy.
I need guidance.
But... I'm fighting for it. For understanding.
wow.... I miss the good ol' days
I've been impacted. And... I miss the discussions.
I'm hoping to find another... to help me like before.
hopefully soon.
ahhh. just, so many questions.
things twirling.
falling. crashing.
being lifted up.
This probably doesn't make any sense at all to most of you people.
Sorry
Praise the Lord. Amenā„
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful"
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| Woot!
News I feel like quickly typing up.
`I loved TEC. probably one of the greatest things ever. everyone should go to one.
`my parents and I are making strides to a better future. With Gods help of course.
`I love people. All of them. yay. though I am seriously sick of the 'bash this person, then this person' thing. It upsets me a bit. Ok, a lot. But seriously, wheres the love in that?
`Free Hugs campaign [I love hugs]
`Acquire the Fire is coming to the Van Andel soon. Feb. 29- March 1. Be there! Should be awesome. [yeayeayea David Crowder!!!!]
`Mel Trotter this week Wednesday. up for anyone who wants to come along with me!
`I'm tired an sick. going to bed now. Tomorrow, I get to play the part as mom b.c both of my parents are gone the whole day. I get to get my sibs ready, drive them places, make them food, all that good stuff. Will probably be seriously hard. I'll have a car seat in my car tomorrow. :(
incoherent.ness.!
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| Break so far has been pretty sweet. I've hung out with quite a few people already and had some pretty awesome experiences. I guess I'll start with...
Friday* [I was able to give rides this day!!!!] Started out with me waking up at 6:30 and realizing I was supposed to be at Meg's at that very moment. [I got to her house by 6:43. Oh score!] We made pancakes in zero hour (thanks to Meg, H.Bos, and I) 2nd hour we had a pizza party. We pretty much did nothing all day! It was sweet. Then, after school, Meg and I drove around looking for jobs [we didn't do very good. Got a bit sidetracked, ended up visiting her horse then surprising Staci with a Slurpee] Then, we all hung out, and wow, we got some really deep discussion going there [we went for a 3 hour walk if that shows you the extent of it] We all got a lot closer in that time tho. Broke down a bunch of walls that had been built up there. I thank God for that opportunity we had. Things had been bad.... One part of the group has gotten better. Time to work on the other ones.....
Saturday*I went to my bros swim meet then Tricia and I decided to hang out. We went to visit Ryan Denhof, Josh VanPutten, and Finally Hayleigh. It was awesome. Then we watched a movie at my place [the covenant. crazy movie right there] It was pretty fun, but I didn't get to talk to her about a few things I really need to talk to her about. I'm being a chicken right now with her. I'm just not able to open up as much.
Sunday* This had to be the most exciting one so far. It started out with me going to Staci's around 4[we watched the musical singing in the rain and ate dinner (def. a riot at the Haverhals.)] Then, we decided it was time to head on over to Meghan's house for a rousing [not arousing] game of GUITAR HERO around 7! woot. Anyways, so Staci and I jump into my car and begin the horribly awesome trek over to her house [NUTSO SNOW STORM. it was hard to tell if you were on the road and the wind making the snow gust all over made it impossible to see more then maybe ten feet in front of you] Well, we finally reach the back roads by Meg's house when I realize I don't have my license on me [I decided to be brilliant and leave it at home in my bag] But we're driving quite slow when I turn to Staci and go "It's weird, normally this car fishtails all over the place. It's just not doing it right now." Well, we turn the next corner [3 corners away from Meg's house] and it almost goes. So Staci's like... "Dude! it almost went there! Just don't slow down so much for the next turn." I was flabbergasted to hear her say that one. I'm not gunna lie. Normally, shes one of the more.. idk... safe ones. but hey, I wasn't going to turn it down. So I reply back with, "Oh, oh, that's what we're gunna do."
Hmmm, so... we reach the next turn and I go to take it. I'm just swinging the car around going maybe 15 mph when I hit the breaks to make it fishtail. Yeah, everything goes crazy here. The abs kicks in and for some crazy reason, my steering locks up. I'm saying a couple of not so nice words when we jump the curb into someones yard. It just so happens that we choose the one yard with about twenty obstacles in it. There's two signs pretty close together, a giant pine tree and the house. So I miss the first sign when Staci starts screaming at me to watch out for the other sign [a yield] I finally get my steering back and whip the car to the side so we miss the sign by I'm not kidding you, an inch. Then I swerve the car back around the other way, avoiding the tree, certain we are going to hit the house b.c the car is not slowing down. I manage to swing the car around enough tho to get back onto the street. Staci and I are in so much shock we can't stop laughing and I feel like I'm going to throw up since pulling that sort of stuff would have gotten me a boatload of tickets, including the 300$ fine for not having my license on me, not to mention my dad would have killed me. So we finish the journey over to Meg's, then turn right back around to sprint out with her and see my tracks. My wheel had been about 5 inches from the sign. Lets just say it's a good thing the car curves inward so the mirror only sticks out about 4 inches or so from the wheels. It was insanely scary. I guess I need to check on that steering thing tho. don't want that one to happen again.....
Staci turns to me later tho and says "It's a good thing I prayed before we started driving. I knew it was going to be dangerous." I send Staci my props. Thats for sure. And I def. thank the Lord for keeping us safe. If my steering hadn't kicked back in, we would have hit that sign a bit hard.....
We had some serious fun at Meg's after that whole stunt tho!
But I guess I'm out. If you read all of this [even tho I don't think anyone ever checks it anymore] I am amazed by you. You are my hero.
I send My wishes to you all. Have an awesome CHRISTmas. May the Lord keep you safe as you go through the holidays. And... have a great New years. I think I'm going to throw a News years party over here... if any of you people want to come. Should be fun. We won't miss the ball dropping this time. haha. Love and peace
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| OH NO!!! that cute little kid is going to get eaten by a dinosaur. He sort of stressed by it. haha.
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| Sorry this has taken so long.
I guess I forgot why this thing fell through for me. haha. I always forget to update. Or I start and never finish. I mean, for real, I've started this one like 3 times now. This ones going to make it. I'm determined!
Alright, so we've been going through quite a bunch over here. Emotions running high, not knowing where we are going to end up when before everything seemed so planned out (even if I was never part of that planning process) Things are changing. Big Time. Sometimes I just have to take a step back and take a breath before I jump back in and try to swim against the current.
To tell the truth, I don't think everyone else knows what all is changing. I guess I just have this knack of knowing way more than I should about things that are going on (maybe I should learn from the curiosity killed the cat thing). I'm a middle man. not going to lie. And it's truly a love hate relationship for me. I love trying to help people out and getting the full story on things. Trying to see it from all different sides. It just throws a bit more weight on myself as I try to swim against the current. Just a bit more to worry about as I try to help them with their problems along with my own.
But... then I eat a warm cookie (like I am right now!) and slow down. I go to youth groups and over to peoples houses and always manage to bring my spirits back up. And even though all of these problems are still flowing all around me, it's much easier. I know God is there for us. He knows whats going on. He is always trying to tell us to trust him, to not be afraid because He is there for us.
Matthew 8:26- ... "You of little faith, why are you so afraid?"
Matthew 14:27- But Jesus immediately said to them: "Take courage! It is I. Don't be afraid."
Matthew 14:31- Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. "You of little faith," he said, "why did you doubt?"
I just need to remember that. We all need to remember that.
Plus, these issues tend to bring in more opportunities right. It's just the letting go that's so hard. I know there are quite a few things I don't want to let go of.
But I'm out. With the Christmas season rolling in, I have presents to buy (with my little amounts of money!!!) haha. And I have a few things to talk to my parents about. We have things to work out.
I love you all.
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